So I find out today that I am mean AND people are afraid of me..at my job. It wasn’t a real big surprise, but I honestly thought I was getting better, but it seems it is just business as usual. Just kinda wondering how I got placed in “angry, mean, black woman” category, ya know?
Sure I don’t smile at everyone, heck my normal everyday facial expression, brings about questions from people on the street, like “WHAT YOU MAD about?” See …and I am just walking to the bank. sigh Perhaps, sometimes I dont speak to people on the elevator, in the hallway, walking into the building, GEEZ…MAN I just dont FEEL like it sometimes…okay most times. But does that make me MEAN, or just RUDE? Or is it the same thing?
At this time of in my LIFE I should KNOW better, but alas, I don’t. Hopefully, I will continue to grow and do better. SOOOO maybe I will make a start today………………
Um..prolly best I begin at the beginning of the month, so I have placeholder and I can work my way towards something, ya know…LOL
